territorial pissings

Ta Prohm

2011-11-21T10:40:00.000+08:00

what i'd be

2011-11-15T13:03:00.002+08:00

one of the last things i saw before leaving siem reap.

on dry gagging

2011-11-10T17:04:00.003+08:00

http://thoughtcatalog.com/2011/on-dry-gagging/

this is one of the best essays i've read this year.

soil, soil

2011-08-02T19:21:00.005+08:00

i don't want to go crazy again, but

saturday could wait

2011-07-04T07:21:00.003+08:00

the music is boring me to death

2011-06-28T00:17:00.002+08:00

i built a shack with an old friend. he was someone i could learn from. someone i could become.

kagabi nanaginip si morrissey na may nagmamahal sa kanya

2011-05-16T15:51:00.005+08:00

early this year i took some photos of ang bandang shirley.
they're great people and i love them. more photos here.

angbandangshirley.tumblr.com

autumn almanac

2011-05-10T21:33:00.003+08:00

oh I hope you run into them, you who've been travelling so long

2011-05-04T22:00:00.008+08:00

for two days i've been waiting for 5-5:30 in the afternoon to watch how light enters our windows. forgive me if this is one of the very few remainders of consolation for not going out of the house. if i'm somewhere else hating my life right now, i wouldn't see how calming this is. this is the best place to see how sunlight shamelessly flashes itself before saying so long.

but i really need to get out of here.

dive

2011-04-07T10:41:00.000+08:00

shit luck

2011-04-06T10:35:00.000+08:00

and if i live too long i'm afraid i'll die

2011-03-29T10:21:00.003+08:00

i'm gonna live here someday.

take us way underneath

2011-02-28T23:38:00.009+08:00

deftones afternoon. feb 2011
i'm posting this because i had a lot of fun writing this article.
and i didn't even have to drink 10 cups of coffee while writing it! HIFIVE

Deftones

2011-02-13T17:33:00.003+08:00

Deftones in Manila
February 12, 2011

now help me pray for the death of everything new

2011-02-11T10:02:00.000+08:00

1. i can't wait for nepal
2. DEFTONES TOMORROW!!
3. i have ten million deadlines -_-

with tired eyes, tired minds, tired souls, we slept

2011-02-07T16:49:00.000+08:00

mama and andie

tip tip tip

2011-02-04T11:58:00.000+08:00

everything must go
...HIPSTER!!

soup

2011-02-02T14:08:00.000+08:00

1 and 2

please, give me a second grace

2011-02-02T11:39:00.000+08:00

please, give me a second face.

guess i don't wanna die

2011-01-17T18:20:00.000+08:00

this is a photo of a wish coming true.
Evan Dando / The Lemonheads
Sydney. December 2011

never ending math equation

2011-01-10T17:08:00.000+08:00

god damn it. i wish i could follow the undisturbed attitude of these photos. i'm wishing to swallow them without getting diarrhea, but based on what i've seen in the past 24 years, i shouldn't get my hopes up.

song for the man

2010-08-31T16:08:00.000+08:00

by raph matawaran.
http://raphmatawaran.blogspot.com/

for soup! na hindi ko matapos-tapos sa dami ng sinusulat. fml

black bile

2010-08-22T18:40:00.001+08:00

by uzi emperado
black bile art show and shirt release
THE clothing, cubao x.

http://uziemperado.com/
http://theworldpeacemovement.blogspot.com/

my article's here.

i'm on a blood buzz, yes i am

2010-08-15T23:00:00.000+08:00

my dream job.

no name to be called redeemer

2010-07-31T10:21:00.000+08:00

the battle for straight time

2010-07-28T18:51:00.000+08:00

by maui.
http://imagesforplay.tumblr.com/

soup photocopying will most probably punkrock the quality of this v nice photo, but i'll take care of it. i'm still posting it here first, 100% cleanliness. wutnow

manananggahasa

2010-07-28T18:24:00.000+08:00

by apol.
apolstamaria.com
1/2 of manananggahasa, literally. kasali sa soup 3. ikr

silencio

2010-07-07T20:20:00.000+08:00

'been working real hard.

sore thumb

2010-04-30T11:20:00.000+08:00

we'd be wiser

2010-03-21T14:39:00.000+08:00

happy 23rd birthday, my manatee. still texting from a few feet away? FOR SHAME.
i miss your face. here, there are a lot of breathing people. lolo's on his way there.

---------------------

For Andrew Salkey
(And in memory of Sam Selvon)

A Death in the Family
(i.m. Aldrew Salkey, 1928-95)

Dear Andrew, I heard of your passing in passing,
tipping it a little in the flow of loss we must wade through
and I apologize, as we do, for not being there;
we expected you back, not like this, to those interrupted
talks in Moscow Road, which would go better now
with the strain of travel and search for allies behind us; we'd be wiser
now -- all those Jerusalems desecrated -- glossing friendship
with no sparring for advantage, no fear of surrender.

You signed off your letters, Venceremos. I'd planned to answer
the last one with a quip, a bit of gossip, tales
of our slippage over here. Forgive me if this sounds like a voice
grown distant; but thank you, Andrew Salkey, anthologist of wastes
and triumphs of our story. Ever frail but renewable, our barrier
against spoilers who make the earth more wretched, holds your text.

--E.A. Markham, 1995

i almost feel sorry for what i'm gonna do

2010-03-09T21:57:00.000+08:00

it's ladies' night, all the girls drink for free

somewhere in the center sits a beating heart

2010-03-08T08:53:00.000+08:00

the season/undeclared i don't know

2010-01-16T08:35:00.000+08:00

okay.

2009-11-27T19:59:00.000+08:00

hustisya?

it's harder to destroy them and it's harder to detect them

2009-10-22T18:29:00.000+08:00

leave her alone, please. my mom needs you gone.
as long as she is haunted she'll never get strong.
my mom needs you gone.

if you hadn't nailed it to the perch, it'd be pushing up the daisies

2009-10-16T20:13:00.001+08:00

10. 16. 2009

rest in peace, layla.

one fell swoop

2009-10-14T14:32:00.000+08:00

by ankie.
http://onefellswoop.tumblr.com/

ankie's amazing. she taught me how to handle something very important.

okay.

2009-10-05T18:28:00.000+08:00

okay.

(words: modest mouse)

help for ondoy victims

2009-09-28T11:19:00.000+08:00

by ray zapanta

by marla cabanban

t-t-today junior

2009-09-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

graphics reel v1.0 from artstokedjunkie on Vimeo.

bani's v. awesome work in progress. http://artstokedjunkie.tumblr.com/
"the kapre's cough woke the sleeping tiyanak, and it began to cry" hahaha

but your life was one long emergency

2009-09-16T15:08:00.000+08:00

didn't you think i knew that you were born with the power of a locomotive--able to leap tall buildings in a single bound?

Philomela sang but she was too far away to be heard hah o fucking well, right, Ted?

2009-09-14T15:53:00.000+08:00

well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything

2009-09-13T11:06:00.000+08:00

i'll dive into my ink hole than sleep on the sixth hour

2009-09-10T18:17:00.000+08:00

by aris
http://aristowtel.tumblr.com/ (VISIT!)

deargod, i wish i could draw better. i wanna make awesome stuff, too.

everybody bow your head for the greatest inspiration, a complete contradiction

2009-09-10T17:22:00.001+08:00

backhand, role reversal

october

2009-09-05T11:27:00.000+08:00

by the awesome amanda.
please let september end now. thank you.

what it takes

2009-09-05T11:11:00.000+08:00

down where it's wetter

2009-08-15T16:12:00.000+08:00

by anton (http://theurbanchild.multiply.com/)
jizz in your pants? naw,
Down where its wetter
Down where its better!
Under the sea!--he said.

i love this. i love fish, i love koi. tattoo coming soon.

cigarettes they fill the gaps in our empty days

2009-07-09T12:29:00.000+08:00

by dk pasallan

burn after cleaning

2009-07-09T12:20:00.000+08:00

church steeples and telephone poles and chances, chances, wishing, hoping, anything.

by maui
http://imagesforplay.multiply.com/
god bless you and your leg, brother. grappa awaits.

down here in the atmosphere garbage and city lights

2009-07-07T10:43:00.000+08:00

the past week has been a fucking nightmare.
this week, we'll see.

peaches en regalia

2009-07-01T18:17:00.000+08:00

by apol my idol!

http://www.apolstamaria.com/

in front of temples i've stood

2009-06-23T14:25:00.001+08:00

by aris.
http://aristowtel.tumblr.com/ with penguins!

no goldfish here

2009-06-10T15:39:00.001+08:00

we all ate it up while playing songs to deceive

2009-06-04T11:09:00.000+08:00

i watched Sipping Jetstreams in this room.

lately i've been feeling extremely tired.

even though the ship sinks you know you can't let go.

2009-06-04T09:07:00.000+08:00

saw it as satellite, constant unblinking as--

gin + water

2009-05-08T09:38:00.001+08:00

san jose, last month

this was a story.

2009-04-27T17:31:00.000+08:00

i have a favorite person, her name's andie

and the mindless comfort grows when I'm alone with my "great" plans.

2009-04-19T10:19:00.000+08:00

haslam sighting at the fort and some other stories that made me think really hard about, i don't know, maybe drinking less coffee?

and it's taken us somewhere

2009-03-26T19:31:00.000+08:00

by dk and his insane detail skills.

he's gonna make all the chickens swim. BELIEVE!

it's too cold, but we swim

2009-03-20T11:33:00.000+08:00

h22ndbd, drewgong! i miss you.

Save Some Face, You Know You Only Got One

2009-03-18T19:18:00.000+08:00

by maui, who sent me a very strange and disturbing text message last week (it had something to do with transformer robots and women.)

i'll be uploading stuff by other people now cos i've a lot of awesome friends!

caring = creepy

2009-03-03T01:57:00.000+08:00

i love and miss my friends.

on milky skin my tongue is sand until the ever distant band begins to play

2009-03-01T11:20:00.001+08:00

It goes down easy.

it was almost a crime but i was able to run

2009-02-26T19:07:00.000+08:00

hbd, saj!

unique to the valley

2009-02-25T12:52:00.000+08:00

42

2009-02-20T09:33:00.000+08:00

hb42ndbd, kurdt!

home wouldn't seem so far from here

2009-02-17T21:54:00.000+08:00

we went to pampanga to watch balloons (failed), fly kites, skate, eat, drink, smoke and sleep. we slept for like a thousand hours but were awake for about ten thousand. it was very confusing. and our heads ached like fuck. it was amazing.

Cut Down All The Trees And Name The Streets After Them

2009-02-16T13:39:00.000+08:00

w/ timmy and dk, using a car/plate number part,
the night before i forgot about the promise of sleep.

that one, the homo sapien who ruins everything

2009-02-16T13:25:00.000+08:00

benches in empty parks dried meat deodorant orphans in institutions my grandparents me you the unbearable amount of beauty the world feeds me and i have nothing to offer lizards dinosaurs sheets of paper how much of my dreams are not coming true and my being able to live with it i’m ashamed i’m sorry i don’t know and you you you you always make things look bad you always make people look bad and i know why i know why because i’m aware of how you think and how you think only revolves around you and you don’t want to make people happy remote controls alcohol cheese cigarettes birthday cards grassy places i don’t know are we there yet?

another nightmare means another reason for blue pills

2009-02-12T14:54:00.000+08:00

it's always, always fucked.

jungle train

2009-02-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

it's times like these, where ______ means everything

2009-02-05T22:25:00.000+08:00

and no one is to know about this.

wtcsme it will s you too

2009-01-30T23:44:00.000+08:00

ideas won't happen

2009-01-27T20:59:00.001+08:00

from now to never

2009-01-27T11:45:00.000+08:00

cycles, some breaks, and some more cycles

2009-01-22T14:58:00.000+08:00

with the right set of eyes

2009-01-19T12:55:00.000+08:00

where angels, men, and mothers get to spend their sundays and holidays

2009-01-18T13:27:00.000+08:00

after much consideration, this is our official decision

2009-01-07T12:18:00.001+08:00

cat got yr tongue

2009-01-04T17:22:00.000+08:00

losing a whole year

2008-12-30T15:15:00.000+08:00

And there's things I'd like to do that you don't believe in
I would like to build something but you'll never see it happen.

no, not a choice

2008-12-23T16:33:00.000+08:00

nw yr's rsltn : sht up nd sty awy

going home at 6 a.m. minus 2 tabs of melatonin

2008-12-20T13:14:00.000+08:00

with broken hearts and heavy heads,
i’ve never felt more dead

the tale of sir lancelot, the boldest and most expensive of the knights

2008-12-17T00:24:00.000+08:00

Under One Small Star

2008-12-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

My apologies to chance for calling it necessity.
My apologies to necessity if I'm mistaken, after all.
Please, don't be angry, happiness, that I take you as my due.
May my dead be patient with the way my memories fade.
My apologies to time for all the world I overlook each second.
My apologies to past loves for thinking that the latest is the first.
Forgive me, distant wars, for bringing flowers home.
Forgive me, open wounds, for pricking my finger.
I apologize for my record of minuets to those who cry from the depths.
I apologize to those who wait in railway stations for being asleep today at five a.m.
Pardon me, hounded hope, for laughing from time to time.
Pardon me, deserts, that I don't rush to you bearing a spoonful of water.
And you, falcon, unchanging year after year, always in the same cage,
your gaze always fixed on the same point in space,
forgive me, even if it turns out you were stuffed.
My apologies to the felled tree for the table's four legs.
My apologies to great questions for small answers.
Truth, please don't pay me much attention.
Dignity, please be magnanimous.
Bear with me, O mystery of existence, as I pluck the occasional thread from your train.
Soul, don't take offense that I've only got you now and then.
My apologies to everything that I can't be everywhere at once.
My apologies to everyone that I can't be each woman and each man.
I know I won't be justified as long as I live,
since I myself stand in my own way.
Don't bear me ill will, speech, that I borrow weighty words,
then labor heavily so that they may seem light.

-Wislawa Szymborska

ambi dextrose

2008-11-30T14:26:00.000+08:00

last week.

we really just want you to shut up

2008-11-25T18:39:00.000+08:00

i went to baguio. godmother duties.
god and mother does not describe who i am, if you really want to know the truth ha ha

honestly, i wasn't speaking of how much of a waste i was

2008-11-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

Underoath
NYC, october last year
i wanna go back and do this again.

i have nothing more to say but:

2008-11-16T15:51:00.000+08:00

PLEASE.

http://deftonesinstudio.blogspot.com/

+/-

2008-11-11T16:25:00.000+08:00

patrick ramos

chris deaner

richard baluyut

james baluyut

+/- {plus minus} and versus in manila. TANGINA ANG SAYA.
thanks to everyone who made this happen. thanks to the band for being incredibly kind and awesome. i will never forget those three days.

hullo hullo hullo hullo HULLO!

2008-11-05T01:01:00.000+08:00

oh, and don't you know that i'm caught here in the middle making rib cages into coffee tables
(blind melon)

with apol, my favorite creator of creatures. homies michelle and chicken raising the roof.
he spent one night with thom yorke aaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAaaaaaa.

we both like tae with a lowercase t.

i amn't safe wherever i amn't drinking

2008-11-03T19:47:00.000+08:00

"You aren't allowed out of the graveyard—it's aren't, by the way, not amn't, not these days—because it's only in the graveyard that we can keep you safe. This is where you live and this is where those who you love can be found." (Neil Gaiman)

last month. la union

(so far) i have two songs in my pocket and one ache in my head

2008-11-02T00:40:00.000+08:00

"I didn't know what to do (If it all fell apart today, what would I have to show for it?)" - elliott smith/james baluyut combo (it's in there! go fetch.)

with kathy. this is her I Hope You Find What You’re Looking For mix. it wins at life.

go and download it HERE !

she’s the reason why i'm watching all the +/- gigs for free next week! this is the best halloween/christmas gift ever. thanks, kath! haha (i was watching a very skinny ben gibbard in conan while working with rainbow brite)

5 a.m. is bedtime and i'm really really still very bored.

2008-11-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

a few weeks ago. rockwell.

please?

2008-10-29T15:24:00.000+08:00

I like airplanes.
I like anywhere that isn't a proper place.
I like in-betweens.

(Delirium/Mr Gaiman)

months ago, in singapore

the food chain's no longer turning 'round

2008-10-27T21:12:00.000+08:00

"Eternal nothingness is O.K. if you're dressed for it." (Woody Allen)
last year. new york city

they're on their way so maybe this will be unlike yesterday

2008-10-24T13:24:00.001+08:00

Theres a song that they sing when they take to the highway
A song that they sing when they take to the sea
A song that they sing of their home in the sky
Maybe you can believe it if it helps you to sleep
But singing works just fine for me
-JT

with shar (who did that thing on the left.i think it's about stalking or seeing nice things. it's very pretty)
shar sleeps in the most awkward hours.

you don't say that to nice people

2008-10-22T21:03:00.000+08:00

last year. baguio city
i'm putting old travel pictures now because i never leave the house anymore.
i hate it here but i hate outside even more so i should say that love it here. fuck

my hands are saying that an empty wine bottle smells a hundred times sweeter than all of your people's plastic words and perfume bottles put together

2008-10-19T00:39:00.000+08:00

we have got amnesia from the slightest problems/you start shaking and you start talking (someone still loves you, boris yeltsin)

with mara (who obviously made the one with her name on it. duh)
the sewing machine is there because mara makes clothes. she's actually quite famous now because she's good at what she does.
she shaved her head. half of it.